The dawn flushed in the sky
The sweet scent of flowers altered the abode
Home seemed a bit close to the heart
and it felt as if the mother nature muffled her arms around me
stars shimmered , moon shined , breeze spoke the words which went unheard throughout the years and flowing time
The glowing night then gently sweeped her steps through the doors of unconfined time
and then morning came in with the sunup
as if promising a new unfolding this sundown!
I will miss your voice
the touch of your smile
the loving eyes
filled with light
Those hands which used to softly run around my chubby cheeks
saying “Sachi we will meet”
But you left me lone
in the middle of road
and I stand alone
with the seed of love you bore.
My longings to see you
go profound by the day
But the fathomless gap fills in the way
I still remember the day we last meet
You kissed me on my face
and wished me Merry Christmas on that day
Who knew the coming days won’t be merrier
like they used to be
without you , there would always be a void incomplete
and I know I will meet you someday
where there will be eternity and no gap in our way .
Dedicated to my teacher ❤️
We squeak inside and always lie
with happy faces in broad daylight
we are teared down
like paper in pieces
still we smile
as though we are stiched in all the places
we hide and cover
so , that no one discovers
like it’s a crime to come up
with the problems we suffer
Isn’t now the time
to come up in light
To express the hues
we suffer all alone in complete dark night
How to summaries my memories
those moments I shared
It’s hard to weave them in sentences
which hold our everlasting essence
from the golden days
The chalk fights to twinkling smiles
Those silly jokes which made us giggle all the time
Holding hands and roaming the corridors in break or to escape from the teacher’s sight
All our chit – chats and fun time
altogether form a beautiful time
From cheering to standing up for each other
we did it all in this mere time
Now , when I look back
those memories make my heart smile everytime
From complete strangers to forever buddies
You all made me realise what it really was to live school life
I need to calm myself down
For there are oceans for me to cross
To land on the ground I have found
Deep breath and painful sighs
Little squeaks and whimpers that
eventually go down taking little of my time
Again I make a promise to myself
that with time everything turns into of yores
The assurance again fills me up
and the storm of deep sighs again comes to an end
But as the life seasons keep changing
So , are my deep sighs that again reappear
and turn those of yores to present
As, I continue to live here now I somewhat understand the cycle of life
Pain brings out the best of me that never ever had I imagined to meet in this mere life..
It was a chilly winter morning
with a bright and shivery start
and suddenly you pop out of my sealed box
with all the reminiscences of my past
stored deep down in a corner of my heart
All the moments I still cherish
come together to form a beautiful past
The chit – chats , our little fights ,
Chanting melodies in a rythm that still rings in my ear from time to time
That adorable affectionate and caring little naive girl
comes once again like a sweet aroma of thyme
Reminding me to celebrate and welcome days always with an ear to ear smile
Lastly , I say you are someone who came to me like a beautiful fate
To let me taste the sour and sweet taste that the bond of friendship gave
A playful petite soul
stores every bit of she holds
never displays her infantile show
Towers her childhood with control
Accepting all what fate shows
Denials don’t work under her control
As she sits with the thorns on the ponderous throne
Eius enigmatic soul bears the bleak
bores own yearns and dreams in her colossal heart
And keeps on ambling with grace , drenched in sorrow with decked joy
Deep down I know ,
Something isn’t right
How should I express
that I am sinking down
by every night
sleepless nights and thoughtless days
are all I’m surrounded by
but I only know is something isn’t right
sticking smile on my face is now my everyday job
serenity no longer surrounds me
storms of chaos is all I’m bounded by
solitude is something I long for
Knowing it is nowhere to be found
but a shaft of hope shines through my heart
reminding me ” there’s still a way leading ”
Where all and everything is yours and completely yours !
The more I walk forward ,
I get pushed down
My everystep now recalls my decisions
Making me realize I got played around ,
Crossed waves of signs
Everytime showing that it was never meant to be mine ,
I knew it all , from the start to end
but I still got fooled around
Not clearing the clutter was my mistake
And see how I got messed by “my people” around .
Drops rolled
with screams on hold
Pictured perfection
now got no hopes
Things were left scattered
ripped and untied
everything came infront
with a lot of questions in eyes
Chaos was all
I was surrounded by
Thoughtless were the days sleepless were my nights
All together it was blurry by the time
but everytime it came infront
once again chills ran down my spine
Foot in the door