Drops rolled
with screams on hold
Pictured perfection
now got no hopes
Things were left scattered
ripped and untied
everything came infront
with a lot of questions in eyes
Chaos was all
I was surrounded by
Thoughtless were the days sleepless were my nights
All together it was blurry by the time
but everytime it came infront
once again chills ran down my spine
I follow yours and sometimes you follow mine
I am like a twine
entangled in various emotions
which you left behind
always you break and I tie
knots now appear
on every page of my life
all the possibilities now sink down
As I was “all yours” and you were never mine !
As I was “all yours” and you were never mine !
Second by second
I capture every movement
Without your knowing
I am present every second
I stay by your side
Like a shadow
Hailing from seasons to seasons
In your darkest times
I still stay by your side
Somewhere in your heart
Like a light of hope
Which brightens you from inside
Don’t try to find me
You will never find a path
even my footsteps don’t leave a mark
All you have to know is “I am here”
Because after all you will never find my path !
I hope to see you jump and smile again
Out of the hospital gown
Wearing your pretty pink frock again
Shouting and screaming once again
I am dying to hear your voice again
Seeing you like this breaks my heart
Your silence now tests me again and again
You know somewhere it feels
Life has not been fair !
But I know you are tougher than
What life has been
Still seeing you in pain tears me apart
Remembering your sweet smile
Which now somewhere hides in scars
I long to see that pretty smile again !
I long to see that pretty smile again !
Smile faded away from her lips ,
In seconds she found her moments of joy were only a fantasy ,
Which were seized in a place that gravitated pain ,
Enclosed in a box all she could hear was “her painful screams”,
Tears rolled down but all that paved was a path of thick mist ,
In all dead nothing seemed to be alive ,
Eventually everything came to an acceptance ,
Which had nothing but dreadful dead end.
I saw a shining light from afar ,
It felt like it sparkled really bright ,
but it was nothing more than a mirage ,
Which pulled and drowned me that night ,
Losing and reclaiming myself was never an easy game ,
but it was a part that had to be played
With many ups and downs I began capturing my ground ,
Gradually and steadily I “myself” became the sparkling light ,
Which someday I was struggling to find ! Which someday I was struggling to find!
Hang in there….. everything will line up in a miraculous way in coming time.
Promise which was ment to be kept ,
was broken in coming time .
Hope which was alive in someone ,
was seen dead in coming time.
Dreams were shattered ,
future was all black and undefined .
The ray of light now ,
was nowhere to be found !
The determination of someone ,
was now drowning deep down.
Suddenly a hand was seen ,
in the coal black phase
Then dreams , hopes and determination
again evolved in the mean stage .
In all broken , in all broken
Something still left ; was now again to be found !
Something still left ; was now again to be found !
There was something shining in her eyes ,
Which faded away thin in air with time ,
She was no longer a bubbly and cheerful girl she used to be .
She was now a women with hell lot of responsibilities ,
As the years went by and time flied ,
Now that bright girl was a mother and wife ,
Lost in the world of her family and child ,
Still not searching for what she used to be ,
Her identity was lost in the mist of time.
The radiating , gleaming , beaming and glowing girl was now , nowhere to be found ! nowhere to be found !
Always have hope because it shines the brightest in the darkest of days ✨✨
Hope
Foot in the door